| Although
Dan Peek left the group America in 1977 he is certainly not forgotten
as a member of the famous band. It's important to note that Peek was
with America during their most successful period singing hits like
"Lonely People," "Woman Tonight" and the fan favorite
"Don't Cross the River." The singer told us he was empty
and miserable during his last days with the group and needed to take
a serious look at his professional and spiritual life. Peek who is
now a Christian has fond memories of his old band mates Gerry Beckley
and Dewey Bunnell and says for the most part he has found peace within
himself about his Rock'n Roll past. It was a slow process and the
singer shared some of the details with us. We spoke with Peek for
almost two hours in late August of 2003. This is part one of our interview.
John
Beaudin - Hi Dan, thanks for taking the time to talk to me.
I appreciate it.
Dan
Peek - No problem John. I'm glad we're connecting.
John
- I enjoyed reading your on-line book on your website www.danpeek.com
. It's a great way to find out what was in your head as this huge
rock band was taking off. Do you ever feel like it was just a big
dream?
Dan
- You know when I do look back I think of how much of an amazing
ride it's been. It has spanned several decades from the late until
now. I was a witness if not part of one kind of musical Cultural
Revolution.
John
- Yeah, that singer songwriter acoustic feel was so huge and still
very relevant.
Dan
- Yeah and the Vietnam thing and all that stuff was going on. We
were kids and could have been drafted and it came close. We could
have fought and could have died and now it's dejavu all over again
in some ways. (laughing) It amazes me sometimes as to how long this
ride has been. I'm forever grateful that people remember America
and championed the band and people like yourself who have supported
us forever. So God bless you and thank you sir.
John
- Well, it's been easy to support the music. It's still strong today.
It's interesting that it was your brother Tom who contacted me after
I posted the interview with Gerry
Beckley
on this site. I notice that your musical career started with Tom
and now everything's come full circle and now he's doing your website.
He designed it, right?
Dan
- Yes he did in fact, he's been in the computer field forever and
he's been on the cutting edge of the website revolution. It's been
really gratifying working with him because he's got a lot of sensibilities
that I've forgotten about. We just grew up as kids together and
started playing guitar. I guess I was ten or eleven and he was a
couple of years older and we learned together kind of like a Lennon/McCartney
kind of thing the way we learned as musicians and dabbled with songwriting.
At this real pivotal time in my life he went his way which was the
military and I got very, very lucky and fell into the music business.
I was trying as hard as I could to get into it. It's just one of
those things that's like Alice in Wonderland if you happen to find
the right rabbit hole you're there but it's tough to do. So for
years Tom and I had lost touch and now as you said it's kind of
come full circle and he and I have written and recorded some stuff
together. On my next project which is still a ways off to be polished,
finished and released, we did one called "South of the Border"
and we recorded an old Rolling Stones tune so it's really been a
breath of fresh air working with him again.
John
- Being your older brother he must have influenced you a lot musically?
Dan
- Yeah. Tom was probably the world's greatest Beach Boys fan and
if there was a band that really influenced me it was the Beach Boys.
I was still a little bit young to "Catch the Wave" so
to speak but with Tom it was a non stop Beach Boys-athon around
our place. Their harmonies and their grasp of the power of the human
voice when combined and their great lyrical sensibilities and their
commercial touch and how they could just grab you with a hook. Today
their music is still powerful and crossed so many generational barriers.
My wife came back the other days with "Summer" I think
it was called The Beach Boys greatest hits and I was weeping (laughing)
half way through with the great memories of that music. So, I'll
be eternally forever grateful to him for turning me into a beach
Boys fan.
John
- I don't know if we're talking the same compilation but I just
spotted a new one here in Canada but it didn't have my favorite
Beach Boys tune "Sail on Sailor."
Dan
- Great, great song. You know that incarnation of the band with
Ricky Fataar and his brother so again there was that brother thing
and of course the Beach Boys were brothers. So, there was that amazing
thing that happens sometimes with siblings and the music really
resonated to that. I love that album. (Holland released in 1973)
John
- You know the first time I heard it I didn't know it was the Beach
Boys.
Dan
- Yeah, no kidding.
John
- I've heard some musicians talk about a past where they moved a
lot as children and how it helped them get used to touring. You
moved a lot at a very young age. How was it for you?
Dan
- You know John, it was hard in some ways and then again it was
a double-edged sword. We would see some of the most fascinating
things in Pakistan, Japan and Greenland. We would be exposed to
these very diverse cultures.
John
- But Dan were you aware of that at that age. Were you noting that
maybe you should pay attention to all of it?
Dan
- I think I really was John. I was cataloging it as best I could
and fascinated by it all. Of course, it wasn't always pleasant but
I think it all went into the mix. The nomadic life I think in some
ways prepared us for touring but touring to me began to be grating
because I think we did it a bit too much at one point. I think you
have to find that balance. I know acts should be wanting to go out
and play.
John
- America got pretty big, pretty fast. How could you slow down touring?
Dan
- Yeah, you have to and you want to as well. It's a conundrum and
travel in general can feed a creative part of you but what you used
to get me is sometimes I wanted an instant payback so every time
we went on the road I wanted to write a great road song. I wanted
to get that out in spite of all the other great things you do as
a touring musician which is keep yourself in the public eye and
you make contact with the people who like your music. That's the
most special part. That's really where it gets real but the wear
and tear on your body, mind and soul because of the mileage. It's
not anything else it's just the mileage but later on I've learned
to turn it into something positive kind of like Judo where you take
what could be a negative experience and turn it into a positive.
So, maybe I didn't write that great road song but you write something
with a depth of emotion that maybe you never would have felt without
having gone those miles.
John
- You know when I was listening to your album "Driftin' and
Tales from the Lost Islands" I found myself literally drifting
a little, it really has a vacation feel. That's a real travel album
so I guess your still working on that road song.
Dan
- Totally. I'm glad you got that and in a way that's what I meant.
There's a song on there called "Going to Hawaii" which
is maybe my favorite song on the album for many reasons. First off,
I was fortunate enough to spend my honeymoon in Hawaii and we recorded
our last album as America in Hawaii.
John
- Oh yeah, "Harbor."
Dan
- It was recorded on the island of Kauai. It's such a special place
and a blessing to even go there. Having been there many, many years
ago I haven't been back for a long time but that whole thing was
so imprinted on me. I was just daydreaming and thinking on how much
I'd love to go to Hawaii. So I wrote that song thinking of things
that happened to me maybe twenty years ago. In fact I just celebrated
my thirty year anniversary so it was 30 years ago. I guess in some
ways I wanted to be a Thoreau of the musical world on that album
and document the miles, the trials, the tribulations, the happy
times and it is. It's a sun, sand and surf album. It's a vacation
and holiday and sailing album.
John
- And you did Christopher Cross's "Sailing." I enjoyed
your version. It's certainly not as polished as the original but
I like the rawness of it.
Dan
- Thank you. Christopher Cross of course has written some tremendous
songs and "Sailing" is certainly one of them. I'm a person
who loves the water. I'm a water baby and I'm looking at one of
the great lakes as we speak. I'm just totally enchanted by the water.
John
- Where are you tonight?
Dan
- The upper Peninsula of Michigan. Some great lakes are coming together
at this particular spot. It's a spectacular thing to be looking
at. I like watching the boats out there sailing and they're all
going out to someplace exciting and it's all fresh, great and romantic
and I wanted to put all of that into that record. "Driftin'"
is probably my favorite album I've ever done. It has a lot of personal
meaning to it and it sounds like you got the vibe.
John
- Tell me about the tune "Coconut Tree?"
Dan
- Well, it's not as simple as being about a coconut tree. In a sense
I was using the tree as a metaphor for something strong and natural
and healthy. The coconut tree gives food to people it gives shade
and shelter to people. It's a strong tree and doesn't need to be
fertilized or need chemicals it's just there. One of God's great
creations is the coconut tree. I would kind of look at these things
on a daily basis and say, "What a marvel, what an amazing thing,
I'd like to be strong and tall like a coconut tree and withstand
the storms of life." I'd like to offer shade and support in
life and be a good person. So the coconut tree sort of symbolizes
that.
John
- And there found in a place where a lot of people want to be. (laughing)
Dan
- (laughing) Amen to that.
John
- Do you know if Gerry
(Beckley)
or Dewey (Bunnell) ever listen to your solo stuff? Do you guys communicate
at all?
Dan
- You know it's really been few and far between the last few years
and of course they are very busy touring and they have their own
complex lives I'm sure. (laughing) My life gets more complicated
on a daily basis. I know for a fact we think about each other a
lot.
John
- Dan, you guys are okay with each other, right?
Dan
- Oh yeah, absolutely. In some ways I may have stirred up a hornets
nest with my online autobiography but it was all meant with love
and forgiveness. We all get into situations sometimes where we're
all not doing the best we can and maybe not being the best we can
be with each other. We were kids back then and we loved each other
but at the same time we tormented, hurt and harassed each other.
John
- When I read about the friction you had with Gerry, specifically
for instance, I took it as you telling us that's how you felt at
the time.
Dan
- Exactly, not today but back then. In a way it was terribly painful
and in some ways I wish I hadn't written any of the more painful
episodes but at the same time I thought geez if I'm going to do
this I have to take the lid entirely off this box of whatever it
is that happened. It goes from the beginning of the band, before
the band and up to and including the band disintegrating or my leaving
the band. It's still America now though. Even without me.
John
- I'm sure you had to leave a lot out.
Dan
- Believe me there's lots I left out and I could write a whole other
book.(laughing) In the same sense I wish I hadn't said some things,
I also wish that some of those things hadn't happened. Everything
was so intense at the time it was just a great wonderful mixture
of love but there's a friction that happens with anyone that's 24/7
together. Everyone is creative but everyone has an ego and everybody
wants to be number one in a sense and I'm chief sinner among everybody.
I'm an egomaniac you have to be in this business.
John
- I noticed in your writing that you said that a lot. I could almost
hear you think I felt when you gave a juicy tidbit about Gerry or
Dewey you would try to balance it out by saying, "They were
only human" and you also were guilty of the same thing.
Dan
- Exactly. I hope that people like it in the sense of what formed
the band, the crucible that really created us. The things that made
us strong and the things that made us weak. The things that made
us laugh and cry. The music lives on, the three fold quart will
never be broken and the two of them are going on and I admire them.
They're tough. I got out really because I couldn't take it anymore.
I'm a wimp compared to them so I admire and respect both of them
so greatly and it was such an amazing honor and privilege to be
with them. To see them work and see what they would write and how
we would take it and shape it together as a team. The whole experience
was amazing and barely a day goes by that I don't think of some
aspect of my life with Dewey and Gerry and being in America. (voice
cracking)
John
- When I talked to Gerry
I asked him if he was sick of talking about you and he said not
at all. Do you think you three will ever get back together?
Dan
- Well, you know I would like to think it could, I really would.
I guess I'm a dreamer but maybe unrealistic in some senses. You
know some people wrote in and said that you have to be careful in
burning bridges concerning the online book. One guy wrote in and
said, "You didn't just burn the bridge you nuked the bridge."
(laughing) In a sense I want to say there is no bridge, wait a minute,
there's no bridge to burn here. When I left, the bridge disappeared
in a sense. Yet I'm a believer in the power of music as a healer,
as a unifier, as a tonic, as a panacea. There's still a romantic
part of me deep inside that would love to see and here the three
of us get back together at least once and make music.
John
- Since you left America hasn't there ever been a time when a reunion
at least came close to happening? Did you guys at least talk about
it?
Dan
- You know there was a time where I got some calls from people who
said that it was happening which was really kind of jarring because
in the final analyses when it didn't happen I think it left a bad
taste in everybody's mouth. It was a situation where one day I got
a call right out of the clear blue sky and the person who I won't
name said, "Hey, a deals been put together where you, Dewey
and Gerry make an album together. We we're going to use a very well
known producer, not George (Martin) but an American producer guy
of very high caliber." The whole thing was laid out but at
the last minute some people pulled out. (laughing) It wasn't me
so it didn't happen. In some ways maybe it was the thing that prodded
me to write the book. I just wanted to clear the air once and for
all. I thought if we are going to get back together then let's just
do it. I don't think it would have hurt. If we can't make this thing
happen with the resources put forward to try to get us back together
than I just don't know. There were people jumping through hoops
and making the phone calls and got favors done so on and so fourth.
When it didn't materialize I thought it's time to pull the band
aid off this thing clear it up and get fixed.
John
- Well, I'm not here to pick sides and I really enjoyed talking
with Gerry. I thought he was a good guy. I do know some people just
love reunions. On some subconscious level I think fans like it when
bands get back together. It's a reflection of where we are at and
our relationships in love and marriage. I think it makes us feel
good whether it helps the guys in the band. Well, that another thing.
Dan
- Absolutely. You know I've not been through a divorce but it has
to be tremendously painful. In my marriage we have survived some
tremendous storms. It's a painful situation when you lose loved
ones for whatever reason but yes that thought of wanting it to be
whole again is really a universal thing.
John
- We all know you left after the "Harbor" album that was
released in 1977 but at what point did you really want to leave?
Dan
- Probably a year to six months before.
John
- It was still in the "Harbor" stage though, right?
Dan
- Yeah. You know it's funny because the name harbor has so many
levels of meaning. It's the place you go to as you arrive and it's
also the end of a journey or the beginning of new journeys. So,
it was significant since at that stage it felt like the end in a
lot of ways. I think there were extremely personal and delicate
things that broke the camels back but it all came to a head right
around the time of the "Harbor" album.
John
- Did you find your spiritual base while you were with America or
did that come after you left?
Dan
- It was at the end of the America thing. You know I'm a malcontent
guy sometimes, the grass is always greener.
John
- (laughing) Welcome to the club.
Dan
- (laughing) Yeah. You know I was at a stage where I was asking,
"What else can there be here?" I was in this gigantic
group we had all this success. I've garnered all these things and
done all this stuff but inside I was really empty and miserable.
It was one of those things where you can't explain why and I don't
want to sound ungrateful I wasn't ungrateful and I'm still not.
Well, I guess maybe I was a little and God showed me later on how
ungrateful I had been because at one point he took everything away.
John
- Really?
Dan
- Honestly, there was a day in my life where I looked out of my
window in a sense and it was all gone, everything, the whole shooting
match, the career, the houses and the cars. Our house burnt down
in a horrible forest fire.
John
- Your house burnt down?
Dan
- Yeah and all this stuff happened at the same time. It was like
a divorce at the same time that I left the band everything was tied
up in the breakup of the marriage essentially. We put our house
up for sale, I was leaving California and my insurance agent called
me up and said, "We've had a lot of fire around here lately,
you may want to up your insurance." I thought well we're getting
out of here so there's nothing to worry about. A month later they
had the worst forest fire they ever had in the State wiped us out.
There were actually eighteen separate fires. They called it Black
Monday because it burnt so much. (laughing) Suddenly, I don't have
a house and I'm out of the band.
John
- Were you covered for the value of your house though?
Dan
- We were insured but in that kind of catastrophe your insurance
is only as good as the company that rights it. Frankly, we went
with a fly by night company and it took me over a year of daily
phone calls with me saying, "Hey I need the money here, I like
to eat." So be careful who you sign on the dotted line with.
When you're part of something that's so catastrophic things get
destroyed I think a dozen insurance companies went under.
John
- I've had those situations where I've gone through relationship
break ups and then my car breaks down and I'm broke and someone
gets sick and you just want to do one of those talking to God movies
scenes like Lieutenant Dan in Forest Gump and say, "Is that
the best you can do" or just yell "What do you want from
me!"
Dan
- You know John in a strange way it was like a release. I had reached
a point where I had pushed every button and filled every hole you
can possibly fill as a human being and I realized the vanity of
the whole thing and the frustration of the whole thing. So no amount
of anything is going to fill that void that I had. So I got down
on my knees and prayed to God for him to make me whole I don't need
all this stuff. Obviously, it wasn't helping me. It's not doing
what it's supposed to do. So as I was praying I was saying, "I'm
going to put my faith in you and you can make me whole." So,
a month later it was all gone and I realized God has essentially
answered me. He was saying do you need me or do you need that. So
I guess I didn't need any of it. I felt more free than I'd ever
felt. It was really God's way of not only testing but proving to
me that if you put your faith in him you can walk through the valley
John
- Yeah, well when it's happened to me I've always though when a
snake shed it's skin it's all going baby. (laughing) A whole new
life!
Dan
- There you go, you don't put new wine in old wine skins. When a
snake sheds its skin it's a brand new beginning. You're absolutely
right.
Part
Two - Posted September 25, 2003
John
- So this went down before your first solo album "All
Things Are Possible," right?
Dan
- Yeah, it was before and in fact it's probably what inspired it.
I was writing "All Things Are Possible" before the fire
and I remember sitting at the piano looking out at the clear blue
sea. The America breakup had happened and I had a lot of problems
with other things that were happening in my life and so I was just
desperate and crying out for help. So I sat down on the piano and
it came out "When you turn misty blue I have my eyes on you.
Good things will come true just believe in your heart. There's nothing
there too much for you just keep me in your heart." It was
melded in the crucible of pain, suffering and weirdness and questioning
what we all go through on a daily basis yet trusting in this almighty
God that he can make these things work.
John
- When I talked to Gerry I really wanted to let him know about which
songs of his really made a difference in my life and now that I
have you here, I have to tell you I loved that first record. My
first thought when I listened to it was there he is!
Dan
- I made it through, it's a miracle. (laughing)
John
- I think a lot of America fans were curious as to how you were
doing. I think they were looking for you and that debut album was
a great chance to get reacquainted.
Dan
- I was looking for you too. (laughing)
John
- Looking back at "All Things Are Possible" are you still
happy with it?
Dan
- Very much so. It was a labor of love. I think I took the making
of it more seriously then anything I had done up until then. You
know Dewey and Gerry
are very, very good at what they do. Gerry
especially is a fanatic about getting things done right so I think
he drove us to do things as well as we could do. He had this amazing
work ethic and hopefully we inherited it and shared it. "All
Things are Possible" was not a departure from that but it was
produced by someone else even though I wanted to do the whole thing
myself. It was just such an undertaking to go from this America
genre to an entirely new genre, to write things with a completely
different focus. I really wanted to bring Pop sensibilities to gospel
music and at that time it was beginning to be called Christian music.
John
- It's a long time ago but I seem to remember you getting pretty
good reviews for that album.
Dan
- It was very gratifying. The response from the radio community
on a very personal level was so overwhelming, in fact, that's what
kept me going. That's why it's important to hear you tell me that
my music was important to you. That means so much to me. That means
more to me than reading a review because when you connect on that
personal level that's what it's all about because we all share these
same experiences. I think we feed off each other's work. You know,
I'm one of the biggest music fans out there. Music is such a huge
part of my life I think sometimes other music fans forget that we
who make it are also big fans.
John
- The fans I think can forget that when you meet a musician that
you really admire you feel the same way we do.
Dan
- Yeah, you went to school with them. They are the people that you
imitated to get the sound that you ultimately come up with yourself
and that really is just an amalgamation of all the people you admire.
It's people whose chops you copy and licks that you steal. (laughing)
John
- Are there some meetings that stand out for you?
Dan
- I had the pleasure of meeting Bob Hope, John Wayne and Paul McCartney.
They are probably the top three people that I can think of that
I admired and they were the nicest people. They made you feel so
at ease and that's a gift and I think that's what makes them great.
It's easy to snub people and put them down and try to make yourself
better at someone else's expense but I think the people who really
shine and survive are people like Bob Hope, Paul McCartney and John
Wayne. They were people people.
John
- I love that picture of Gerry, Dewey and you with Bob Hope and
John Wayne from the special that you did.
Dan
- It was such a thrill!
John
- How did you feel when you found out that Bob Hope just passed
away?
Dan
- You know when I was a young kind growing up we lived on Bob Hope
movies. I lived in upstate New York and got snowed in quite a bit
so we had our black and white TV and thank God one of the old local
stations there aired a lot of the old road movies. This was a guy
who came on every week and did all these things and he had all his
specials and he went to war zones. When we lived overseas in Japan
he visited the airbase that we were on and my father got to go out
and greet him. My father was in the military and part of the official
greeting party. Bob Hope personified America in a way. He was certainly
the grand daddy of comedy of all time and just a brilliant human
being.
John
- You did the special with him around the "Hearts" era,
right?
Dan
- Yeah, it sure was. We had just finished the "Hearts"
album and "Sister Golden Hair" was the first release and
we had secured this spot on the Bob Hope Special and I think in
some ways it was the pinnacle. How much higher can we get than this?
Flip Wilson was on the show and Aretha Franklin, all the greats
in their field and here we are all on stage working together, goofing
around and doing skits. We were backstage and people are powdering
your face, handing you coffee and it's, "Yes sir and no sir."
So yes, it was like this can't get any better than this.
John
- Speaking of that era, I'm a drummer and I remember trying to drum
to "Woman Tonight" and I was humbled as a young drummer.
(laughing) That crazy off beat.
Dan
- It was Gerry
that came up with that. He dropped the first beat of the measure
and it created a real herky-jerky feel and it was my first attempt
at Reggae. Dewey played what I think is called the bag; it's an
electrical thing that gets attached to the guitar. It takes your
voice and morphs it into a screaming wa-wa kind of a thing and it
worked so well. We did that song in one take. We went in and bang
it was over.
John
- Another one of your tunes on that album that I liked was "Half
a Man" It's kind of a rocker for America.
Dan
- Yeah, it's a rocker. (laughing)
John
- My first impression of that song was is this a new direction?
Dan
- You know the acoustic thing was such a big part of it and it's
hard to escape that. It's like you have to make a decision, are
we ZZ Top or the Eagles.
If you try to go too far one way maybe people won't go with you.
I gave the rock thing a shot and "Half a Man" was my shot
at it. (laughing)
John
- How did you guys decide whose songs got on albums?
Dan
- It was a lot of weeding, pleading, cajoling (laughing) and humoring.
It was tough because we each wanted to participate equally. If you
have a handful of songs that you think are very strong and you want
the whole world to hear them it's hard to hear, "Sure that's
a great song, let's save it for the next record." The three
of us were trying to weddle it down to what was the best of everybody's
stuff so it was a challenge. Gerry
at one point was writing a song a day and everybody goes through
their wet and their dry spells. So I could be going through some
horrible spell and Dewey is ready to lose his touch and then next
thing you know it all comes back. America had an interesting dynamic
in some ways we fed on each other musically, lyrically and just
look at what we sang about. There was a lot of interpersonal material
that was aired in some ways in code. We were not only commenting
on the human condition but the condition of the band.
John
- I remember Lindsay
Buckingham
in the seventies was commenting on Rumors and whoever was talking
to him was mentioning the fact that almost the whole damn album
is about the interpersonal relationships within the band and he
said something like, "Hello, like this is the first time this
has happened?"
Dan
- (laughing) Exactly. I think the Beatles did it, everybody did
it. You write by what inspires you and the things that inspire you
are the things that make you really happy or really sad. It's about
those extreme emotions. So, who do you love and sometimes hate more
than your loved ones? It's the ones that are really near you. They
are the ones that pull at your heartstrings the most.
John
- Yeah, they pull out the worst and the best out of you.
Dan
- Exactly.
John
- I know with America you had worked with Cat Stevens. It's interesting
that both of you had left the old rock world behind and found your
own separate form of spirituality. Have you talked to him since
he became Josef Islam?
Dan
- I haven't seen him in maybe twenty-five years. Back then we had
done this long tour with him all over Europe so we got to know him
fairly well. I loved his music, again there's that fan thing. We
would go out in the audience and listen to him every single night.
We loved everybody in the band and we loved what he did. When we
got back to the U.S. everything got busy and you didn't want to
look back. I don't think it's because we wanted to forget anything
or anybody but there just was no time to look back. I was big Cat
Stevens fan though.
John
- You lost all your America memorabilia in the fire, right?
Dan
- Exactly.
John
- All those gold album awards?
Dan
- Yeah, memorabilia, pictures, albums you name it. I only lost
two guitars I had a real nice little collection. It was the old
albums that hurt. The years of collecting those favorite vinyl albums.
Years later I'll hear the Average White Band and think I used to
have that album. (laughing) I'll be thinking should I buy another
vinyl one or a CD (laughing) what do you do? You know for a long
time I didn't have any recorded music of any kind I think part of
it is you get so involved in making your own you almost don't have
time to look anywhere else. Before the fire though I had thousands
of records.
John
- I'm sure some of the stuff you had was never released on CD and
what about America demo stuff?
Dan
- Let me tell you I had a great tape of Phil Hartman from Saturday
Night Live Fame who was also a very talented graphic artist and
painter in addition to being a great writer, actor and comedian.
Anyway, Phil was John Hartman's brother who managed us for a number
of years and one night Phil came over and we did this amazing recording
of him singing "Lonely People." He did it as Johnny Cash
and he gave this funny story at the beginning that actually happened
to him while he was in west Texas. The story was about him driving
down the highway in a middle of a blizzard (laughing) it was funny
and it was priceless.
John
- He was such a talented man.
Dan
- Yeah, he was.
John
- Other than sitting in on a live TV taping of John Bradshaw, the
only other live taping I've ever been to was an episode of News
Radio with Phil. He had the audience in stitches between takes.
Dan
- You know his brother John had hired him to do graphics for us
before Saturday Night Live and I think he did covers for the "History"
and "Harbor" album. He did a painting for the "Harbor"
album of a mermaid on a rock. It's hard to find I think it's in
the "Harbor" songbook and maybe on some promotional material
or the first pressing of "Harbor". Before I had ever met
him he left me a message on my answering machine of Jimmy Carter
and it was so spot on I was totally losing it thinking it's actually
the president. (laughing) He was spooky he could imitate so many
people.
John
- Let's talk about your spirituality. After you found your footing
as a Christian was there a time when you wondered if it was all
a fable? Where you wondered if he was really there?
Dan
- I think we're only human and God knows that and everybody has
their moments of doubt I think sometimes. I think I had sorted out
the existence of God earlier in my life and believed implicitly
that he was there. I think sometimes it's a lack of trust in him,
sometimes that he's going to do something that you don't want him
to do. We want to mold God to do things that we want him to do so
sometimes it's hard to let go and as they say, "Let God. The
biggest doubts I have are am I doing the right thing, am I going
in the right direction and am I living up to his standard. It's
not a cake walk ever I don't think. It's a day by day, step by step
process.
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2003
John - I appreciate that and I appreciate
your honesty. We are human, we have these doubts, we have the good
and the bad and our spiritual foundation helps us deal with whatever
that is.
Dan
- To me it is truth. Jesus said, "I am the way, I am the truth."
Let's face it in life there are a million things you can look at.
I mean one day they say that cholesterol is bad for you and then
the next it is good for you and all those things are shifting sand,
they change constantly. I want something that never changes. The
North Star could get knocked out of alignment tomorrow and I want
the guy who made it all and keeps it spinning just like a good clock
maker keeps a clock in fine working order. I want that bedrock truth.
Look around the world and everything just changes constantly. God
described it to the sea, we are human beings and our emotions change,
styles come and styles go and thoughts come and thoughts go but
I want bedrock truth. It is the thing that people can latch onto
and that is my story and I am sticking to it.
John
- During the last five years of America you seemed like you were
living way faster than your body and soul wanted you to and looking
around you must have seen a lot of people in rock and roll deteriorating.
Dan
- Sadly there was so many people that have died and followed the
trail of the garden path so to speak and burned out very early and
burned out very young.
John
- And some very brilliant people.
Dan
- Yeah and maybe that is what it is. It is the star that shines
the brightest and the hottest that burns out the quickest. I have
been there so I suppose I can relate to that in a great way and
yet I saw people who didn't make it to the other side and you wonder
what happened there through the grace of God divine.
John
- The fact that you emotionally lived it and were physically there
and you got it out of your system. I know on some levels if you
ever waiver there is maybe a small part of you that thinks you have
lived it and you don't have to go back and there is not that curiosity
about that excess life. Don't you think that has helped you since
you have already been there?
Dan
- Yeah because when you burn your hand on the stove once you begin
to learn that you shouldn't put your hand there. Sometimes we have
to burn it a bunch of times and usually, hopefully we get the message.
We are like sheep and we are easily led astray and we easily go
astray. Again, you look for the good shepherd and you look for the
rock, the basic total bedrock of truth to keep you going. You should
at least be trying.
John
- You know I truly believe in that and I find that spiritually with
my foundation if I don't try my life has a tendency to unconsciously
whirl out of control. My life is pretty balanced and I don't have
a lot of chaos in my life and I meditate often. Like I said, I think
I am communicating with the same thing that most people are trying
to communicate with. I try and when I don't try things seem to have
a way of unraveling.
Dan
- Again, it is that seeking something that is eternal. Just get
me on the straight and narrow and that is fine with moderation in
all things.
John
- It is interesting after all these years in hearing what had happened
to you and the faith that you had found and that I am here talking
to you about this. I find it refreshing and I really appreciate
your honesty. Dan, could you tell me what your first impression
was when you met Gerry and Dewey? When you were that young do you
remember what you first thought of these guys?
Dan
- Oh yeah, Dewey looked like a surfer with his hair all over one
side of his face. He was real good looking and he always had his
clothes perfect and his jeans perfect. Gerry was just the guy who
was cute as a pixie with blonde hair and coke bottled glasses which
made him look even more endearing. They were just two great, fun,
kind of chums to have and hang out with and they were school buddies.
Dewey was running track and we would go to work out together and
stuff and he'd be jumping through hoops and I was pushing a shot
or throwing a javelin. Gerry was in the print shop in the art class
making all of our diplomas up for the end of the year. We would
hang out in art class together and talk about music and thinking
wouldn't it be great if we could make a record and go on the road
and do all of those great things.
John
- Hey, I like that story you told about walking into Gerry's bedroom
and seeing that concert, that make believe concert poster that his
parents had given him. I was thinking wow I wish that my parents
would have done that for me!
Dan
- Absolutely and talk about positive feedback and positive motivation
that was a good one!
John
- I remember a girlfriend in high school once told me that she looked
at the "Hearts" album and she looked at Gerry and she
said, "That guy makes women look bad."
Dan
- laughing.
John
- (laughing) I mean he just had one of those looks and obviously
the three of you were good looking guys but he just had that long
blonde hair. I remember you writing that you and Dewey didn't really
talk much about music in the beginning.
Dan
- That's right, Gerry and I really bonded musically way before I
even knew Dewey cared about music which is weird because we were
just pals. We would sit on the back of the bus and goof around and
we had an hour and a half ride together every single day to and
from school. We spent more time together than I did with my own
family for the years that we were in London Central high school.
Oddly enough he never expressed an interest in music nor did he
play anything but he just had an ear for these major seventh chords
and dreamy word imagery and stuff and a couple of years later to
my total surprise he said he wrote a song. I really wanted to hear
it and when he played it, it was awesome and I wanted him to do
it again. From then on, Dewey would just pick up a guitar and he
would tell you himself that he knew a handful of chords but he knew
what he liked and he knew what sounded good. In some ways Gerry
and I who had been for years wood shedding and working and perfecting
the craft of music and I say this in all humility that he and I
were just protégées basically by the time we were
in our late teens. Dewey's lack of all that sort of wood shedding
freed him up in the beginning to be more creative and have more
of an adventuresome outlook on the musical thing. At the same time
Gerry and I were called on to make the things work. We took the
first few snip-its of Dewey's tune and he had about fifteen little
bits and pieces. We would take part one and put it with part seven
and take part seven and put it with part nine and we would repeat
that and then we had a song. We had "Children" we had
"Three Roses" and in a sense really a lot of the first
album was just interplay between us and in a lot of bands there
would just have been co-writes, the three of us. In Nashville a
lot of times you walk in and say a couple of words and you are here
in town as a writer. (laughing)
John
- (laughing) That's right and the album is recorded in fifteen minutes!
Dan
- From the beginning it was sort of a little bit more aggressive
on hanging onto those writer credits for the three of us and I think
it was in some ways bad. I mean the Lennon, McCartney thing in some
ways I don't know how they lived with that and yet it seemed to
work for them where they split everything. If Paul was in the other
room sleeping and another guy wrote the whole song and came in and
wrote it down on paper, it was a Lennon McCartney song. In some
ways that is a bit extreme but there has to be a balance in there
somehow. Anyway, that first album was probably in a lot of ways
the most collaborative effort we ever made.
John
- So, let me see if I got this straight. At one point Gerry and
Dewey weren't talking and you kind of brought them back together
when America was forming, right?
Dan
- Yeah, because we were part of a band with Gerry, a couple of other
guys and myself. They got me on board after a long series of events
but anyways Gerry and I are playing together in a band. I end up
going back to the States for schooling and Dewey ended up taking
my place in the band and they apparently had a falling out and booted
Dewey. So, he and Gerry were like sixteen and seventeen now at this
stage and there was some bad blood between the two of them. Dewey
and I because we were such great pals and again no musical thing
at this point got back together after I came back from the U.K.
and after a year of schooling in the U.S. and that was when we started
playing each other these songs. He was playing me his major seventh
snip-its and I would say that's great and asked what Gerry was doing.
He told me that he and Gerry were not talking but I wanted to know
where Gerry was anyway. I later found him working as a tape Op.
at Morgan Studios in London and he had some free time. He had asked
me to come down and play on a song that he had written and so we
did that and it was great. I had asked him if he had heard from
Dewey and he said that they weren't speaking. I told him that we
have got to get together the three of us. You're writing, I'm writing,
he's writing and it all sounds good to me. We got to make this happen
so we had a little conclave the three of us and we got together
and kissed and hugged and made up. It was all good!
John
- Did you play more of the electric stuff because I always had that
impression that you were more the lead electric guitarist if there
was going to be one of the three.
Dan
- Yeah, I think I had more of a Blues sensibility and Rock sensibility.
I think both me and Gerry liked certain forms of the Rock and the
Blues and the electric kind of stuff. We were acoustically centered
and a lot of the leads were acoustic but I yearned at some point
to get the nice wild sounds that you can get from a good electric
guitar rig and kind of blend it in a little bit with what we were
doing. So, when we had the opportunity and the chance to plug in,
I was the first one in the pool.
John
- I never actually saw America as a trio. When you guys were touring
for instance in 1975-76 with an America album, did you guys rock?
When you were playing "Half a Man" or "A Woman Tonight"
did the show get up there? I remember someone telling me once that
they went to an Air Supply show and they were really surprised because
the band actually rocked a little bit!
Dan
- In the early days when we first started we did club tours and
it was just the three of us sitting on stools. We would play three
acoustics usually two six's and a twelve or Gerry or I would play
a bass and the other two guys would play acoustic. It was a really
nice, raw, natural, wooden sound and once we started in hooking
up in electric we were starting to headline and we needed to fill
it in an hour and a half. To be quite honest, the easiest way to
fill it would be to stretch out on a couple of tunes and we would
do "Moon Song" or "Cornwall Blank" or some of
the other tunes and just get into a jam basically.
John
- Especially after "Hearts" that is probably my favorite
album although other America fans would say it is the earlier stuff.
That album really grabbed me and I really enjoyed it. That was the
biggest album, right?
Dan
- Yes, it was definitely up there. I hear conflicting reports and
you never know who or what to believe on the numbers but it could
easily be the biggest seller of all.
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